these two weeks have been draining, mentally and emotionally. for further gloom is the reminder that i’m not quite done with day two of second week.

postponement of first round was really quite a blow, considering all things. like i told mary-ruth; it felt like i’d all things stacked together- tight but things were in place- and this news is like a jenga block got removed and everything crashed down. ah:/

if i were to divide each day into three, that means in a week of waking hours i have 3×7 = 21 slots. work = 5, camp prep will take up 3, visting home-bound people = 2, bs = 1, annual meet ups/farewells = 2, churchy stuff = 3-4 -that’s 17 slots and the only reason why it’s not full 21 is because thursday is open and i’m using one slot now. but it’s no point counting because i have to rework everything.

things to do- work, camp stuff, people stuff, visits, prep for 12th. and during camp itself it’ll be more preparing for the 12th. although i don’t know if i’m over preparing. whatever.

okay time to be specific. i want ice cream.

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