and so, today, in the end, it seems to boil down to: taking things(truth) in context, pinning down/separating between judgement and unwonton suffering, that things started right but went wrong and there’s the cross, the cross the cross the cross, the cross that silences, the cross that humbles, the cross that declares He is God, do what You will but do not forsake me, please, + discussing universality, standards, the unwritten rule ‘so that all men are without excuse’; thankful for thoughts over tea, what i had already known but needed to hear, sometimes all we need is someone alongside us, i think.