): i was thrashing out why a certain relationship is proving so hard to maintain- on my part, at least, when the computer, or the internet, i don’t know, failed.

sigh. well i don’t know why it is and i don’t know why i do it. i do know, though, that the feeling is i’d rather not be tied to it. but, there is no justification for turning my back and i’m not so sure it isn’t wrong. so i’ll carry on, until something more definite happens.

for now though, it’s weighing upon my heart.